Shhhh… I have a secret to tell

2009 October 29
by Zuadrif

I don’t usually lie. But sometimes i do. Even to a close friend i do. And i never felt good about it.

There was a friend, who talked about another friend, and told me he/she didn’t like what the other friend did to him/her. The thing is, the other friend didn’t anything wrong to my friend other than being honest, and asked the friend of mine to understand him/her. And that was everything that the other friend did to my friend.

But my friend went nuts, and said “how could he/she do this to me?”

Deep within, I told myself, “Well, that’s what grown ups do. They don’t lie to you. They tell you things as they are, hoping that you could appreciate the honesty.”

But instead, my reply to him/her was, “Oh man, how could he/she do that to you?! Are you ok? You need a hug?”

I feel bad pretending as though i care what the other friend did to him/her. Well, in all honesty, i don’t . Because the other friend didn’t do anything that sounds or looks wrong to me at all. But as much as I want to tell you this, my dear friend, i sympathize the fact that you can easily be hurt, even by a simple truth.

So i lied, — even when i felt bad about it –, for believing sweet lies would make you a happier person.

Well, i’m a terrible person who judges my friends, categorize them, and lie to them.

Damn, i’m bad.

3 Responses leave one →
  1. October 30, 2009

    you’re not baby. much loves to you <3

  2. Zuadrif permalink*
    October 30, 2009

    awwww

    i love u too

    mwah

  3. Sassy permalink
    November 11, 2009

    Next time my dear Fir, just tell the truth.. Because the truth will be spoken even you try hard to hide.. It’s become worst when the things happened to your girlfriends will intended to act overly emotional.. Get what I mean?

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